Glass Arrows

traffichaze: Currently.

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traffichaze:

Currently.

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Oh god this really sucks…

Thu, 09 May 2013 04:58:35 -0400

Oh god this really sucks…

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Thu, 09 May 2013 04:56:25 -0400

wake-up-on-your-own: My edit :)

Thu, 09 May 2013 04:56:12 -0400

wake-up-on-your-own:

My edit :)

I need to keep telling myself to stop falling for you… But I can’t control gravity can...

Thu, 09 May 2013 04:55:19 -0400

I need to keep telling myself to stop falling for you… But I can’t control gravity can I?

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Thu, 09 May 2013 04:54:08 -0400

And now I am falling for you… It should of hit me slower… But I know that I...

Fri, 03 May 2013 21:26:48 -0400

And now I am falling for you… It should of hit me slower…
But I know that I shouldn’t want you.
And she will always be the one you want.
I always fall for the wrong people.
But I shall continue to make you happy.

I feel so lonely… My heart hurts so much.I don’t know what to do anymore… I feel...

Sun, 28 Apr 2013 03:30:14 -0400

I feel so lonely…
My heart hurts so much.
I don’t know what to do anymore… I feel so worthless lately.
I don’t know if you hate me… or if you just don’t need me anymore.
I hope its not that… Because I really need you.
I care about you so much… And if I lose you, what do I have?
I try to get how I really feel about you out of my head… But i’m so in love with you, that it makes me sick. No one else compares to you. I know me saying this is horrible, and I shouldn’t even think of you in this way, but I can’t help it. You are so perfect to me…
So very perfect. I want to tell you how much I love you and how much I care… But i’ll lose you if I do. So I’d rather suffer in silence when i’m around you… Because, at least i’m around you.

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Well I finally got my new laptop and let me tell you its amazing. So be expecting new journal from...

Sat, 16 Jun 2012 05:37:52 -0400

Well I finally got my new laptop and let me tell you its amazing. So be expecting new journal from me.

So I have everyone over at my house again this weekend so I am expecting to not get a bit of sleep… Great.

I’m usually okay with that but right now I am dying to go crash.. But that will not be happening.

So she was going to be coming over, and by she I mean the girl i’m almost in love with.

I have never felt so strongly about someone in my life. But I fear that a may never happen and thats not just because of the age difference but how she feels. I feel like she thinks of me as a sister. God I have never wanted someone so badly and its starting to drive me nuts.

The fact she’s not mine yet is making me emotionally sick..

Okay im to tired to be blogging I seriously typoed about 80 times back there so ill continue later.

So lately things have been crap. I had to move away and leave a lot of the people I cared about. But...

Sun, 10 Jun 2012 05:14:45 -0400

So lately things have been crap.

I had to move away and leave a lot of the people I cared about.

But its not that bad I guess I mean I still get to see them.

I have a few over right now as we speak.

Friend 1 is messing with my ipad probably browsing through tumblr and enjoying my yet always amazing music choice.

And friend 2 is Rping and there laptop.

But further on. It is really starting to bug me that my mom will never be okay with my sexuality. I mean it has always bugged me but lately its effecting me more.

I have had so many ways I could come out to her cross my mind but I cant seem to get it to escape my lips…

But I love my mom. Even if she ended up not loving me anymore because of me being who I am I would still love her a lot and care for her.

okay beyond that, Me and the horrible ex are officially done. I’m so glad that its over. I really didn’t feel that much for her at all. And I know that’s messed up but I thought that later maybe I would feel something. But after my first love breaking my heart nothing seems like it will be work out… :/ Like im cursed or something.

Is there such a thing? a forever cursed after a first love? If so I seem to have that. Because with the people I end up liking it never seems to work out that well. Or they don’t even seem to notice me at all.

But maybe I should focus on me and what I want to do?

But you know that never really works out for me.

Mainly because i’m falling so hard for someone right now..

Yup I have been bit again by that cursed thing we call a love bug…

Maybe someday I should invest in some bug re pelant. Hmm maybe that will work. But who I am I kidding nothing really does not seem to work in my favor when I need it to.

I have seemed to have forgoten why I had made this blog and it was because I needed a place to write...

Sun, 10 Jun 2012 04:59:10 -0400

I have seemed to have forgoten why I had made this blog and it was because I needed a place to write my feelings where I didn’t feel so judged.

To the point where I didnt care if I had any followers.

But don’t worry I don’t mind having some.

Just be prepared when I get a little emotional.